Firstly I must apologise for the array of spam like emails that found their way into my respected and dearly appreciated subscribers inbox last Friday. I was hoping to very quietly and inconspicuously upload my “Hitting the wall series” to…
Tag: depression
Taking one’s own
Today I am grateful that I am here. Alive, breathing. Today someone else is not. Today someone is not here. Yesterday someone lost a loved one, a husband, a wife, a father, a mother, a brother, a sister, a son…
Hitting the wall part 7 : After the fall
Written January 2019 - Unedited After the fall Today I feel like I am recovering from a stroke. I am slow, deliberate in my actions, a bit unsteady, weak, lethargic and not really “feeling” much. That could have something to…
Hitting the wall part 6 : The walls came tumbling down
Written January 2019 - Unedited The walls came tumbling down This part is very hard for me to describe. I am going to try my best, but it is still difficult to acknowledge. But I wanted to write it down,…
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Hitting the wall part 5 : Spiraling
Written January 2019 - Unedited Spiraling The last, say probably, 3-4 months (maybe longer if I am being honest) felt like a blur, as if they happened while I was on a rollercoaster. Fast, out of focus. Nothing really sunk…
Hitting the wall part 4 : Divorce, Redundancy & Relocation
Written January 2019 - Unedited Divorce, Redundancy & Relocation At the beginning of 2018 I separated from my husband of 17 years.I was also made redundant from my regional position at work in the same week. Then we started divorce…
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